Hungry for Recovery
Life takes many turns, sometimes it feels like it takes me to a dead-end alley full of stinky trash and a stained loveseat next to a dumpster(possibly on fire). I don't know how I got there, but I know that I was walking with my own two feet. I'm currently wrapping my head around the idea of 'recovery.' What does this entail? What does it look like? I keep hearing that it looks different for each person who desires to change something in their life. I have a general idea of my motivation. I have a vague picture of what I would like to achieve, but my ignorance could be in my way. I don't know what to ask for when I need help but asking for help seems to be not specific enough for most to feel comfortable getting involved in my mess. I don't feel qualified to hire someone to guide me as I don't know where this journey ends. Maybe it will never end. Will I be an "old-timer", forever attending meetings and sharing my struggles that never left or will...
