Just Let Go.

So outreach is super close. This week I had a healing session of prayer with some spiritual leaders. It was very intense. I have been carrying around all of my memories. All the people I have had encounters with, and all the things that I used to do for reasons I do not understand. It has really prevented me from diving as deeply as I want to with God. I am so preoccupied with flashbacks, anxiety, frustration and I can't find the time to be as close to God as I imagine I want to be. The only thing that I can do to be healed and dive deeper, is to give these things to God. His burden is light and I know my shoulders have been hurting. I refused to give Him my past. I thought I had already done it. But just know that if you can relate at all, there is hope. Jesus carries all of our burdens, our struggles, the things we wished our life had in it, and our seeming failures. The fact is, we live lives that are crazy! When we try to make sense of things and hold onto all these past events and feelings, wondering how to put things in order, we are totally ignoring God. He sent Jesus. Jesus took these things for the whole world. He is strong enough. Just let go of everything. Hold onto Him. Make Him the center of it all!